Hurt people hurt people.

 

There’s a lot of advice out there for how to break up with a friend, a boyfriend or girlfriend but what about a family break-up?

Most of us are probably not in a mental or emotional position to “just leave” nor do we feel we want to, or that it’s the right thing to do. So what do we do when a toxic family member(s) is wreaking (and possibly reeking) havoc on our life?

How do we deal with the feeling of obligation, guilt, confusion and heartache?

It is important to note that not everyone’s family is there for support—a place to lean on, to call on or to go home to. Not every family is built on the premise of interconnectedness, compassion, support and stability. Sometimes family simply means that you share a bloodline. That’s all.

Some families build you up, some are so-so and some deplete you of any optimism.

There are relationships and friendships that just aren’t fixable—this includes family. There are situations that you can endure for only so long before you’ve out grown them.

In many cases, the way we were treated by our family growing up (even in the present) ends up being the same treatment we offer the world.

Often times the signal and energy we put out is similar to or exactly what we have experienced by others. And for most of us, this influential force has been our family. Think about it. Think about just how much the interaction, or lack there of, from our family, sets the tone for the quality of energy we give off during our lifetime.

What is unacceptable treatment?

Rejection, abandonment, not taking the time to get to know you or to be in your life, making you feel unwelcome, disrespected, overly competitive or hypercritical of you, pressuring or forcing you to be someone you are not, blaming, ostracizing, manipulating, belittling, neglecting and abusing you…the list goes on and on and on.

These types of experiences can make a deep imprint on our hearts (our being) and inhibit our ability to react without them being present in the back of our mind’s. Our reactions to life become skeptical, doubtful, fearful and we more often see the dark instead of the light in both people and situations.

These negative experiences can jade us for a lifetime, unless we learn to do whatever it takes to get ourselves into a positive nurturing environment and replace negatively influenced reactions with positive ones.

What are the signs indicating that you could use a break or change?

  • Your own health and mental well-being is damaged

  • You feel emotionally, physically and/or spiritually injured

  • The relationships with your immediate family/spouse/partner is suffering

  • There is violence, physical and/or emotional abuse

  • There is substance abuse

  • There are constant struggles for power

  • There is unnecessary distrust and disrespect

What to do, how to get out…

1. Get group help. If it’s possible and your family/family member is up for it, get counselling.

2. If it’s possible move out. Move in with a friend, your partner, an extended family member. Get to a place where people want to be with you, try to move into a nurturing environment.

3. Accept your parents or family member’s limitations. Know that you don’t have to repeat their behaviour. You are not them.

4. Allow yourself to get angry. Use it productively. Exercise. Do sports. Use art and creative expression. Write in a journal. Don’t withhold your emotions.

5. Seek guidance for yourself. Talk to someone, a counsellor, a life coach, your yoga teacher—anyone who will listen, someone you feel comfortable with. Ask for help with change and with taking risks.

6. Limit your time. Do whatever it takes to limit the amount of time you have to spend with the toxic family/family member. Limit visits, holidays, do what you can to prevent as much conflict as possible.

7.  Set healthy boundaries. Try to not allow yourself to get sucked back in. You can love and wish them the best from a distance.

8.  Learn ways to protect yourself. Practice meditation. Learn to be patient with yourself and others.

9.  Become aware of yourself. Observe your reactions. Become more self-aware in order to break negative patterns as much as you can.

10. Practice doing good things for yourself. Do things that build self-esteem. Do things you enjoy. Invite others that love you along.

11. Create balance in your life. Take care of yourself physically and eat a balanced healthy diet. Be aware and be cautious of things you may do compulsively (eating, shopping, drinking, etc)

12. Take charge of your life and your happiness. Don’t wait for others to give it to you.

Is it wrong to hold grudges?

Letting go can prove to be more helpful (even life saving) than grasping at toxic strings, looking for what ifs or chasing disillusioned beliefs. At the end of the day, we are all certainly in this together, but each of us have an honest obligation to do what is best for our selves.

You can be a lantern of hope, you can lead by example but you can’t force anyone to change.

Have you experienced a family break up?

Leave your suggestions in the comments.

 

*****

{Love and respect me or leave me.}

 

Tanya Lee Markul
Co-founder and Editor of Rebelle Society (you are here). She’s convinced that she once swam the depths of the deepest ocean and in the next round, grew over two hundred feet tall. In this life, she’s a vulnerable creation in process. She has a Bachelor of Science in Journalism & a Master’s in Business. In 2009, surrendering to the good fight within, she became a certified teacher of yoga. Now a full-time devoted student to the sacred art of self-discovery and creative expression, she spends her days on her yoga mat, in wellness experimentation and tilling the fertile soil of Rebelle Society, sharing bouts of black sheepish rebellion, self-acceptance and the beauty of darkness and well-being. She’s also Co-founder and Wellness Alchemist at Rebelle Wellness. Get to know her on Facebook , Pinterest, Twitter, TanyaMarkul.com and at Yogacentralen.dk. Sign-up for her free and almost monthly Newsie and contact her via email: [email protected]
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