There are many factors that contribute to success, but you can make a strong argument that consistently accomplishing tasks which are important but not urgent is the one ability that separates top performers from everyone else.
Transforming the lies and betrayal was one of the hardest things I have ever had to do. I had to rebuild the sense of who I was and my value to my own life.
God, do what you want with me! That is all that can be said. Here I am, Lord, mourning and weeping in this valley of tears. Send me where you want me to go, to the ones who need me most.