The Month of the Full Moon: the Resistance of the Paradox.


As I am writing this, I can feel the tug inside my guts. One that makes me want to cry, laugh, run, hide, sleep, jump, surrender… it’s the roller coaster of internal change.

You can’t quite put your finger on it, but you can feel it. You can feel it moving through your bones, spirit, and within every cell.

The month of the paradox. The year of change.

We are slowly re-learning everything. Through the process of pain, the resistance of change, and its many, many layers. It’s been a seemingly slow feeling, but that’s just anxiety and impatience. It’s actually happening very fast. Things at our core level are being re-programmed. This is not an easy process to endure. It can make you feel a bit crazy from all its confusion. This is the paradox of forced movement.

Why forced? For the greater good of all.

The energy all around is a paradox. A confusing time of push and pull. A feeling to stay in, hide out, and just stay comfortable, yet at the same time feeling a push to change, move, run.

This just brings about more discernment to what we truly want, and not what comfort or fear want. Just the truth of our hearts. This comes from that still place within all of us that is free from worry or excitement. That is clear, balanced, and always aligned. However, in these confusing times, it can be a struggle to find that place within — a struggle sometimes to even remember to search for it.

But it’s there, and it knows the way home.

These three cards are directing us within. These messages are all about finding that center again. Listen, follow, and let go. This is the process. It never leads you astray if you can have patience. The process and practice is simple. Get still, listen, follow your inner truth, and let go of anything that is blocking you from trusting the Universe.

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You can hear your divine guidance best by quieting yourself and listening. Shut out noisy stimulation — like television and telephones — and relax in a quiet place. Don’t try to make anything happen. Just breathe and listen. Then mentally ask questions of your guides. Listen to the loving truth that they speak n your heart, body and mind. Listen to your own inner truths.

Trust your intuition and take action accordingly.

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“Follow your heart”

The answer to all of your questions are in your heart. This card signifies that you can trust your heart’s true desires, even if you can’t clearly see how the outcome will manifest. This is a time for complete faith and being true to yourself. The Universe will always ensure that your needs are met. You will be tested with this in the coming month.

Can you move with the flow and trust, or will you choose struggle and resistance?


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“Let it go”

It’s time to stop struggling, pushing, or forcing things to happen. Such actions push against the universal flow and lead to frustrations and blocks. When you surrender the situation to Spirit, you automatically open supportive doors that will bring solutions and an outcome exceeding your expectations. Let go of struggle, anger, or anything you can that is undesirable.

This is another reminder to trust that the Universe is on your side.

All pain comes from struggle. This is the purest truth that I know. Anything we can lean into will provide an automatic flow. It will allow the actuality of the situation and its process to surface. If it’s death, you feel sad, you grieve and you connect deeply. If you struggle against this, then you will be resisting, and by resisting you will be causing yourself more pain. Move with the flow of life.

If this seems impossible, get still. Meditate. Practice connecting to your inner truth and your higher self, and trusting that you will be provided for and that whether it seems like it or not, all is well.


Becky Hernandez (The Misfit Yogi) is an intuitive healer, freedom writer, guided meditator, yogi and life experience seeker. She believes that all is magic, and magic is all there is. She is currently trying to embrace the path of most resistance. You could contact her via her website or Instagram.


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