Allow Me to Lean Into the Pure Release in All That I Do.
Really see me.
Look right into my heart.
Make it beat fast. Scare me just a little because I know you are the first man to let me be exactly who I am. With you I know I don’t have to hold back ever again, no compromising, no settling to prioritize your comfort over my authenticity as you see the truth of my soul at my very core.
You are the first man to accept, completely embrace, my freedom, my fully integrated, total liberation without feeling threatened or scared by it.
Instead you are excited to witness me open to you, open to life, a little bit more every single day.
Yes, I can open more.
I know I can.
We all can.
My depths are infinite, just as you know are yours.
Mm, yes, please let’s bathe in the nothingness together, naked and safe, transformed, trusting and completely vulnerable.
No walls, no blocks, no jealousy, no projections, just expansion, the juicy, delicious stripping away of eons of lies and conditioning, the ultimate healing of many lifetimes of masculine and feminine fears.
You won’t run like the others who could only take in so much of my light.
You will stay, strong and solid, basking in the brilliant rays, inviting the light to all corners of your being, your entire body, mind and spirit ignited.
I witness you, in awe, as you ask the Universe in your free will to illuminate all that is unconscious in you, just as I’ve done, knowing that it is the ultimate courageous act, knowing that you are worthy of being fully cradled in the light.
Together we fan the flames of the fire of transformation.
Thank you for inspiring me with your courage, mirroring mine back to me, bringing light to all that is not shining in me, so we can witness one another’s evolution.
Never running from my blissfully orgasmic life.
Allowing me, encouraging me, to live it fully, leaning into the pure, rapturous, cosmic release in all that I do.
Holding me through it all.
Thank you for joining me here.
Oh, the ride, hang on tight, baby.
I’ve got you, and I know you’ve got me.
This is about to get good.
So damn exciting to be totally free with you!
Merge with me in the ecstatic life force energy, no longer limited to mere physical lovemaking, but ever expanding in all that we do, making love to every second of life.
Ah, yes, yes, Yes!
Create with me as we were intended, fully, completely, in our liberated, sovereign god-selves.
Live with me the limitless life we deserve.
Mm, deep breath.
Release. Let go.
More, yes, please.
Amen, and so it is.
Christie Del Vesco is a College Administrator and Professor, a Universalist Minister, a member of the RAINN (Rape, Abuse, & Incest National Network) Speakers Bureau and single mom. She’s a survivor, a thriver, a seeker, a rebel and a teacher. Chris is a firm believer that we go through what we do, to help others when they go through the same. She also believes if we would all just “be the change,” we can change the world. You can find more of Chris’ writings on Facebook, and more information on her courses, workshops, support groups and community offerings can be found here.