I took a series of traveling personal retreats at various centers and remote cabins. Regardless of location, each time was an intensive deep dive.
It takes two... This realization was known and placed somewhere in my being, but I had never had the emotional capacity to apply it to my own life.
Southern Christianity does not abide women having ideas, never mind visions. She read voraciously of all things spiritual.
There is no point at which I say, “There, I am totally free. I am sovereign. Crown me Queen.” No, it’s more like, “I’m doing my best.”
I let my boundaries be at first weak, and then non-existent, to keep the status quo and keep myself safe... I was supposedly becoming sovereign.
I did not know the depths of the ingrained patterns and how they were still shaping my choices and my life until I committed to being sovereign.