We can find the Dark Mother in Goddess-worshiping traditions. Kali, Hindu Goddess of creation, destruction and shadow, is often depicted with dark skin.
You will heal humanity, not by bearing children, but birthing the empowered you who asks her man to break out of his patriarchal training to be her match.
In philosophical terminology, a system that embraces all creation as sacred and divine is called pantheistic, and Eriugena was accused of being a pantheist.
The transit of Mars in Aquarius, including its retrograde period, will quicken our overall evolution. What must we unlearn to step into who we truly are?
Gemini is an inventive, literary and clever sign, so this time in your life, if approached with mindfulness, could assist you in gaining greater clarity.