The Sacred Masculine, when realized, is on to His shadow nature, and chooses to operate from a space of humility, nobility, and compassion.
There won't be any organic anything for long. Because people like the Donald, our president, gave Dow Chemical the right to poison our crops with nerve gas.
So did you fail at being something too? Well, good! Now you've got space to wade through the paint and come back to the canvas that was your true non-identity in the first place. And then either paint a new picture or refine the present one you're working on... which might take you the rest of ...