The imbalance is that you think you are your inherited identities, and you’re disconnected from the truth of your being, which is presence.
Survivors witness and feel beneath the story... Fragmented, often locked away in an unconscious vault; we banish pain in order to survive it.
I exist within you, and yet without you I cannot exist. I travel to you through many channels, yet your mind is the vessel I need to survive.
The true antidote to self-betrayal is self-loyalty, which can then be reflected on the outside.
Anansi and the Maroon and indigenous dwellers of the jungle had indirectly taught me that my 'primitive brain' and instinctual self, contrary to popular Western belief, were not ruled by fear and existential angst.
Instead of willing sleep to return, I've stopped fighting the shifting light. There's something oddly soothing about its reassuring progress. It is symbolic of impermanence. Nothing can remain the same, everything must change. It is these early morning meetings of truth that have led me to ...