I began to understand that what had happened had nothing to do with the present, with bankruptcy, 'The Sacred Hub', or anything else from the 1996.
I reached my threshold of silent witnessing. I could feel my voice open up. Instinctively came my roaring defender and protector, saying: Fuck you for not acting with integrity. Fuck you for not taking responsibility. Fuck you for hurting me. Fuck you for manipulating me. Fuck you for not being ...
A daily creative practice builds resilience and connection, and opens our eyes to awe and wonder.
However much we, or someone else, might recommend a path or perspective, we have to make our own spiritual experiments, and become our own scientists of the soul.
If you want to align with spirit, you harmonize with the world. Abandoning or maligning materiality is a rejection of spirit.