While you learn to excavate within and subjugate without, you are writing your own spells to manifest a magic that changes the world.
Working in a co-creative fashion with plants in their natural, energetic form is sustainable. It doesn’t require loads of plant materials.
Ayahuasca is not for those trauma survivors who are so fragmented that they do not have a solid sense of self to return to.
I learnt a life-changing lesson from a book I was recommended: Waking the Tiger: Healing Trauma by Peter Levine, a groundbreaking researcher into the ways humans fail to mimic animals in their ability to dispel trauma from their bodies in quick time.
Some of us knew the screaming hunger of a rigid feeding schedule, longing for the milk-filled breast that satiates the magnificent trauma of being helpless in a newborn human body.