Please run as fast as you can from anyone who would rather you be nice over being real. That said, being real is not an excuse to clobber people!
While you learn to excavate within and subjugate without, you are writing your own spells to manifest a magic that changes the world.
Working in a co-creative fashion with plants in their natural, energetic form is sustainable. It doesn’t require loads of plant materials.
Ayahuasca is not for those trauma survivors who are so fragmented that they do not have a solid sense of self to return to.